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Levi x Reader- Come back home - Chapter 1

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Chapter 1: I came back


You were currently watching, as Eren Jaeger was being judge by his ‘sins’. You laughed at the stupidity of humanity. They were stupid enough not to realize they had right in front of them the key to win against the titans. You looked sideways were Erwin and the new recruits were. Your eyes settled on a smaller figure next to Erwin. A smirk made it self present on your face.

You had your Recon Corps hood covering your face not letting anyone recognise you. It would be rather problematic if they did. You looked at the other side to the people who wanted to sacrifice humanities only hope. You knew that you would have to make your move before this could get out of your control.

You sighed when the stupid military guard pointed a riffle to Eren.

“It’s show time”

You said load enough for certain midget to turn his face. You looked directly at him while you jumped over the railing dividing you from Eren. He looked pissed. ‘Good’ you thought. You still had an effect on him. Gasps were heard everywhere as the hooded figure interfered between shooting Eren.

That stupid boy would get himself killed if he kept doing idiotic moves like that. You didn’t move and stayed quiet waiting for the ruckus to calm down before causing another one. You where looking directly at Darius Zackly. His eyes widen when he saw just who was he dealing with and immediately stood up his seat.  You proceeded to look at Levi. His steel eyes were glaring at you while Erwin and Gunther detained him.

You knew you would never hear the end of these when the situation was dealt with. You also knew that you’d get serious punishment and would be called idiot or shit. But then again it wouldn’t be anything new. You had known Levi since you entered the military. Your father the King had forced you to train with the military. He wanted you to be someone in your life not only the useless princess your sister was. Your smirk was still plastered over your face.

“I said move you bastard!”

Your heard the guard say who was still pointing a gun at your head. Nobody knew who you were apart form Darius, Erwin and Levi who was still struggling to get to you.

“Are you deaf?!”

Shouted once more the guard. You pretended ignorance and stared at Darius waiting for him to make his move. You didn’t like using your tittle as princes to get your way but this was a special occasion and you would use it if necessary and he knew it. You are technically his superior. But if you chose to se it form a military point of view you where just a Corporal and the second best at it.

“I will shoot! If you don’t move!”

He warned you. You were sure he would do it. He was scared and scared people could do stupid things like kill their own princess but the superiors wouldn’t allow that. You laughed unconsciously as you heard all the insult Levi was toughing at you.

“Fucking idiot! Move! If he doesn’t kill you I will!”

He threatened. You knew better and knew he was just that worried. He was probably freaking out and would beat the hell out of Erwin just to get to you.  You sighed hoping your plan wouldn’t be blown.

“You have until the count of three”

You now knew that Darius was so shocked that wouldn’t do anything. Your smirk came back to your face. You would have more fun scaring Levi. Oh how much fun were you having this instant.

“1”

He called out while Erwin started to join Levi shouting empty threats at you. You laughed in pure joy. You looked down at Eren he had a pitiful expression trying to figure out why this mysterious figure would show up of nowhere. You breathed deeply and when the guard shouted ‘2’ you uncovered your face. The room roared with gasps and shouts. The guard went frantic and fainted. Levi was still shouting and Eren was speechless.

You looked around watching everyone’s reaction. Darius was still in shock and was currently falling limply onto his chair.

“Let me go! Let me go Erwin or I swear!”

Levi said trying to knockout Erwin. Your focus stayed at that scene and as if sensing your gaze Levi turned abruptly and face you.

“(f/n)! You shitty brat! Get up here! N.O.W!”

You had to admit that gave you the chills. You knew Levi could be scary but not that scary. You were currently reconsidering your plan. Maybe if you left now the punishment wouldn’t be as bad. You couldn’t use your tittle as princess on the Recon Corps that was one of the conditions for what they had let you in. So technically Levi was your superior and you had to oblige to his every demand. Finally you decided against it and proceeded with your plan.

“Darius Zackly”

You called to his attention earning an absolute silence including Levi’s. Poor man he still looked shocked.

“Thank you for your interest on the case but I’m here now and seeing as I’m the princess I’ll take matters into my hands”

You said smiling sweetly to the crowed. Another military guard made himself present by shouting at you.

“You bitch! You can’t do that! Just because you’re the princess doesn’t mean you get to choose humanities fate! You don’t get to kill us all!”

You looked at him feeling sorry for him. Not because of what he accused you of but for calling you a ‘bitch’ you knew that was the last string that needed to be pulled for Levi to snap. You heard a large bang behind you and knew perfectly well who it was.

“What did you say?”

You smiled at the guard still giving your back at Levi. The guard said nothing and Levi was now walking in front of you heading to him.

“I asked what did you say?”

He asked in a voice that screamed bloody murder. The guard started to back away. Levi jumped up in a swift movement and was now standing in front of the little bastard who called wolf. You looked back to Darius and he was doing nothing. Considering no one had seen you for the past year it was a reasonable reaction. Many thought you were dead. You just decided to play it cool for some time. You just were to aggravate and pressured by your father that you decided to take a sabbatical year and went under the radar telling no one. You laughed they probably would have thought you were kidnaped or dead.  

You walked to the end. Standing tall in front of where Eren’s life would have been decided to continue or cancelled and shouted at the top of your lungs.

“My verdict is that Eren is to be trained and used as a weapon against the titans though the Survey Corps”

You finished and climbed the railing where you were received with a teary Hanji. You smiled at her and before she could say or ask anything you walked past her. You felt a little guilty but knew it was necessary. You would have to go into hiding again. You weren’t quite ready to come back the only reason you made your self-present was because this was too good to be true. You had done your job and were no longer needed. It broke your heart that you had to leave Levi again. You closed your eyes while making it though the crowed.

They were all now focused on Levi beating the leaving shit out of the guard that was, until he spotted you trying to scape. He ran and tried to get to you. That was not necessary since Erwin and Erd got to you first. Without another words they grabbed you by the arms and escorted you out of the building.  The rest of the Recons Corps followed them.

Once out your were harshly though into a carriage only Erd and Erwin coming in. They probably left orders to Hanji to sedate Levi to calm him down. You sighed and looked out side the window trying to avoid their piercing glares. You placed a hand on the window frame and positioned your face weight on it. Erwin’s disappointing look was making you uncomfortable. Scratch that it was killing you, he was like a father to you it pained you to see him like this. It had hurt you even more when you left.

“Why?”

The sudden question surprized you and made you turn to look at them both. Erd was like your older bother. He protected you and helped you when you were just a trainee. They both looked angry and torn apart. Your eyes brows knitted together and your eyes filled with tears. They both looked away not bearing to look at you.

“I had to”

Was the only answer you could give them right now. Erwin frowned in anger trying to contain himself and not snap. You felt your heart beat pounding on your ears. You probably had lost the both. The Recons Corps were your family. The only once who cared for you and accepted you just like you were. The only once who gave a porpoise in life. They once were everything to you. A single tear escaped your left eye. It splashed beside your hand. At the sound of it they both looked up but were met with an indifferent face looking out to the nothingness.

Life had taught you not to depend on anyone but then this people showed you the opposite. Your moral changed, your life perspective changed and you hated your father less. That was until he got informed of your relationship. He had ordered immediately to retreat you from the military and cut all possible ties with him. A friend of your warned you and that’s when you decided to escape. You’re friends family took you in and you had been living with them the past year.

Your father was now sick and was probably going to die soon. Fortunately for you the next in line was your useless sister. You were going to finally be free from your father. You thought you could return to this people but was proven wrong. You don’t blame them though. You had earned it. You were a coward. Without you knowing a sad smile replace your emotionless face. Tears adorned your cheeks and the hateful stares that were once given to you were ones of worry.

Erd had tears on his eyes and was about to say something, to ask you what had happened but the carriage was stopped and someone had opened the door. You waited until both of the got out before you got out. It felt so good to be back. They had made visible changes on the HQ. More building and they had repainted it. You could see new faces and old faces that rapidly recognised you. Their faces changed to once of relief and happiness. At least some one was happy to see you. You walked inside passing by the double doors without saying a word. They had handcuffed your hands for ‘precaution’. They wanted to make sure you didn’t run away. You smirked at how well they know you. You would have escaped or tried to anyways.

You were directed to the interrogation room. You had never understood this room purposes until now. You entered and sat on the metal chair. You shivered as you felt the cold go though your white pants.  Erd has casually positioned himself against a wall while Erwin was passing the room. You waited patiently until they decided what to do with you.

You heard horses approaching and by the sound of it one or two more carriages for which you knew in one of them was a very unconscious Corporal. You saw both of them tense and then relaxed when no large commotion was heard. They looked back at you pleading for you to start telling them what had happened. You rolled your eyes you would have preferred if they asked and you responded. Then again you knew you owed them that much.

You sighed before you began your story.

“I’m sorry ok? I truly am”

You began. They looked at you not entirely believing you.

“I know you don’t believe me. But I have a good reason for what I did”

You continued but were interrupted by Erwin.

“No (f/n). I don’t think there would even be a good enough reason for you to leave like that”

He said anger showing on his face. You smiled sadly and looked at him pained and answered.

“There was nothing you could have done.”

You said placing a hand on the metal table. Another shiver crossed your body. The table was even cooler than the chair.

“How do you know that?!”

He asked in exasperation. He wanted to understand desperately why did you do it. Why in this world would you have left without a word? Without even saying goodbye.

“Because you couldn’t have gone against a direct order from the King. Now could you?”

You asked rhetorically knowing very well the oath you had to take before you graduated. Nothing hey could have done to help you. If they had helped you they would have been killed or send to prison. You didn’t want to be responsible for that. You didn’t want to burden them. Erd left his position and came closer to where Erwin was. Paying close attention to what you would say next.

“What do you mean?”

He asked intrigued. They both knew you too damn well to know that you would have never left without a good reason. The thing was that for them no reason in the world would be good enough. You knew that they wouldn’t be able to fully forgive you.

“My father”

You said trying to think of the past. You hated him with all your guts. You hated your sister and mother for not being there for you. You hated your mother for abandoning you; she stopped fighting and chose the easy road leaving a ten year old you and a fourteen-year-old Irina. From the look on your face they knew he had done something. Erd immediately went to you and hugged you tightly. Afraid that you would disappear again. Erwin grabbed the hand on the table and squashed until it hurt. You finally let the tears flow.

You sobbed into Erd’s shirt and clutch Erwin’s hand as tightly as he did. You finally felt safe. You felt loved and forgiven. You felt relief and contentment. Once you calmed down you tried to continue to tell them what happened but they shushed you and led you out of the interrogation room.

“You know, your room hasn’t been touched since you left”

Erwin informed you. You smiled at him. They walked with you filling you in of what had happened in the year you had left. You knew they were excluding Levi too. When they got to your room they dropped the bomb of who had died. You cried a lot once again but this time you hugged Erwin and Erd patted your back. After an hour they left with the excuse that you had to rest.

You were laying down facing the ceiling with your eyes closed trying to sleep. That of course was not possible. The thought of the dead and the idea Levi hating you was haunting you. You felt like your lungs were being crushed and started crying again. Finally after crying for what seemed hours you fell asleep.

* * *
Mean while with Erwin and Hanji:


They both were sitting on wooden chairs frowning at the figure on the bed.

“You know…”

Started Hanji without tearing her eyes off the sleeping figure.

“He was so violent it took five more people to get me to sedate him”

She said remembering what had happened earlier in the day. Erwin just hummed in response knowing it was perfectly reasonable since the target was (f/n).

“That’s why it’s necessary to handcuff him to the bed”

He explained to her. She nodded in agreement and continued to watch the figure sleep soundly. Both of them wondering what he were dreaming about. Hoping he could calm down once he woke up. Hanji sighed and placed her head on her hands.

“Let’s hope so”

She thought out loud while the figure in the bed grunted.

“Levi is awake”

Said Erwin as if it wasn’t obvious enough. Hanji had a syringe on her left hand ready to use it if necessary. Levi slowly opened his eyes and blinked trying to a costume his eyes to the darkness. He looked around and recognise his room. For a moment he didn’t remember about her. Then his eyes settled on Erwin and Hanji. His eyes widen at the memories of today’s morning. He tried to stand up abruptly and failed. He was harshly though back to the bed. Pain came form his right wrist. He looked up angered at the handcuff. He proceeded to glare at both of them.

Erwin stood up Levi grew angrier. He kept trying to get up and each time he tried with much more force hurting himself more and more. The sound of the handcuff against the wooden frame of the bed began to be disturbing. Hanji and Erwin didn’t want to see their dear friend in this state. They were worried for him. They knew how much he agonised and almost went mad when she left him.

“Stop”

Erwin whispered looking away from him not wanting to see him again in that state. Levi didn’t comply to his command and kept trying and shouting as he did. Hanji closed her eyes tightly feeling this was like a déja vu. She wanted to get ride of the morbid feeling that was building up on her stomach.

“Levi please, stop”

She pleaded barely able to form a sentence. He looked at her glaring, piercing her skull.

“You want me to stop?! Fine!”

He shouted at them and stopped.

“How can you say that? When you perfectly know that I need to see her! I need an explanation”

He shouted again. Hanji had to cover her ears. Erwin just stood there waiting for him to finish.

“How would you feel if the only person you cared about just left?”

He shouted once more tears forming on his eyes.  He started sobbing and tears were coming out of his eyes.

“Let me go”

He asked softly looking at Erwin eyes. He looked at him with a knot in his throat.

“Please, Erwin let me go”

He asked again looking even more hurt. He slammed his fist against the mattress. He cried even more and once again tried to get up. This continued for another five minutes until Erwin couldn’t take it any more.

“Stop! Damn it! Stop!”

He screamed at Levi. He stopped and looked at him. He was also crying and Hanji was silently sobbing. He knew they were also worried and heart broken but they weren’t feeling what he was feeling. It was different. His pain was different form theirs. He had finally found someone who understood him. Someone he loved. When he finally said he loved her she had left him.

Erwin came closer to him with the keys in his hand. Levi looked at him expectantly.

“Damn it Levi”

He cursed again before he unlocked the handcuffs. Levi immediately stood up and sooth the cursing pain on his wrist. He quietly said thank you and ran out of his room to find her.

“Why did you let him go?”

Asked Hanji. Erwin just looked at her and that was her answer.

* * *
Back to your room:


You were sitting on your bed. You had long ago stopped crying. You were currently trying to figure out what to say to Levi. Not to long ago you had been looking out the window noticing how bright the moon was. You also didn’t fail to notice the grey clouds that were warning a storm was about to come. You sighed and stood up.

As you stood up the old wooden door was pushed open: banging loudly against the walls. You jumped by the loud sound it caused. At the other side of the door stood the person you wanted to see the most. He looked at you with an emotionless face while walking or more like stomping his way to you. You stood there astonished. Letting him grab both your shoulders you looked into his icy look. He tilted his head for it to fit perfect to your face. He stopped one centimetre from your waiting lips. He looked once more at your eyes and eradicated the space separating him from you.

As he kissed you he tightened his grip on your shoulders. You missed this so much. Unconsciously you brought your arms up to his jet-black locks tangling your fingers into them. He deepened the kiss while backing you against the farthest wall. Your back collided against it. You grunted as air was punched out of your lugs. He left your shoulders and as his hands moved south he moulded your body. You shivered, as you got accustomed to his touch. You heard droplets of rain banging against the window but you couldn’t care less.

His hands stopped at your bottom were he decided to give it a squeeze. You moaned into his mouth and felt the corner of his move into a smirk. He gave it another squeeze and you dug your nails into his scalp. He groaned into you and as a consequence plugged his wet tongue into your mouth. You moaned into him once more. His hand moved to your thighs and lifted you up. You wrapped your legs around his waist.  He grabbed you by your bottom squeezing it without any care in the world. Your arms were by now wrapped around his neck as he devoured your mouth.

Ten minutes after he pulled slightly away from you leaving a few centimetres of distance from your mouth. He looked into your eyes and asked.

“Why did you leave me?”

You looked at him pained and bought your right hand down to stroke his cheek. Your eyes were filling with tears.

“I had to”

You said as a tear travelled down your cheek. He came closer and kissed the tear away.

“You know I want a better explanation than that”

He said a bit to harshly. You choose to ignore it and kept stroking his cheek.

“My father found out about our relationship”

He frowned knowing exactly where this chat was going. You notice his expression and wrapped your arm back to his hair. His hair was so soft. You started to play with it, twirling around your index finger.

“A friend of mine told me about his plan to bring me back to the palace and for me to…”

You looked away from his piercing gaze. He never stopped looking at you waiting for you to continue. Your legs clenched on his waist gripping it harder as if you were going to fall. He noticed this and backed you up more against the wall like it wanting to melt you and it together. You kept twirling his hair. You smiled sadly and looked back to his eyes.

“For me to never see you again”

You said while hot tears came out of your eyes. His hand left you sitting in the air. He grabbed your legs and made you untangle them. You became scared that he didn’t believe you and wanted to get away from you. You closed your eyes trying to consume more of the moment as much as you could. Your legs touched the ground forcing you to tip toe to reach his face. Your finger stopped playing with his hair but your arms were still wrapped around his neck. You could feel him breath and the air hitting your cheek.

You opened your eyes and watched his eyes soften and smile at you. Without warning his hands where on your face. One of his fingers was stoking your lower lip.

“Do you honestly believe I would allow that?”

You felt so happy that you had to burry your head on the crock of his neck. He smelled clean and cinnamon. Probably from his cleaning materials. You didn’t care you loved him just like that.

“I love you”

You said unintentionally. His eyes widen and his hug tightens. When you realized what you had said you looked up to his shocked face and smiled at him. He looked down at you and before you could say anything he kissed your open mouth biting it harshly. Your lips were bruised and very red. When he had enough of your lips he moved down at your neck sucking and biting harder and harder every time. Making each mark bigger and bigger. You had contained your voice and only let muffled sounds come out.

“I want to hear it”

He said placing butterfly kisses on the opposite side of your neck. You let another muffled sound.

“What?”

You managed to ask him feeling his lips tug at the skin below your ear.

“Your voice.”

He said moving his face to your ear and whispering he added.

“I want to hear it. I want to hear every single obscene sound you make. They’re all mine. They all belong to me”

He stated. You could only hummed in response. His husky voice on your ear was making you arch you back to him. His tongue decided to explore you ear and lick it clean before biting your earlobe. You moaned loudly and he smirked.

“You’re really submissive today”

He said still tugging your earlobe. Another cursed moan came out of your throat.

"Just you wait and see"
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